I'm not going to update my art on here anymore. I only come to look at the art that I love.

I guess I should let you know what is going on though...

Been dating my boyfriend for over a year and though things may not be as amazing and romantic as they should be... we're okay. We're getting through things. We're making it, slowly but surely.

I have one wonderful 1 month old boy and I'm slowly seeing what it takes to be a mother. It's not easy but it's very worth it. Sometimes the nights are so long and sometimes I feel as if I'll never be able to get away, but someone comes along and saves me.

I have only 2 friends in my life now and I cherish them with everything I have because they were there for me when I truly needed someone to pick up the pieces of what I used to be and help me glue them back together, even though we lost some of the pieces. I am not fully whole anymore.

My mother is there for me now more than ever and I don't know what I would be like without her. My father is the rock on which I stand in my sea of doubt. My boyfriends mother gives me insight on to what I need to be seeing instead of reading way too deep into small actions and words. My boyfriends sister is my book on everything I need to know. She's helped me more than she thinks.

I think I'm gonna be okay. I think I will live again. I think I will be happy.